Wednesday, January 19, 2011

January 19

Well these last couple of days have been a bit on the rough side, more so mentally then anything. To say that I am stressed would be an understatement. Stress is exactly how I got into the position I am now and will keep me there if I don't find solutions to deal with it. When I am stressed I am immobile so most things I half-heartedly unfortunately. This when I become a complacent and lazy. It's more difficult for me to deal with stress when I am in school because when I do do things to relieve stress afterwards all I can think about is the time I "wasted" that could of been used studying. It also doesn't help either that I am still on China time and go to bed at ridiculous hours. I've been trying to do too much on too little sleep. For me the hardest part of any new journey has always been getting started, the same ring trues with my efforts to prepare for this half-marathon. I'm determined to create a new resolve(motivation) to help me. I'll let you know Friday. *Sigh* I'm hoping tomorrow will be better. 

"We can do anything we want to if we stick to it long enough."

1 comment:

  1. You can do it. You should check out this video. It was inspiring to me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BqBerM9FPwA&feature=related

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